Today was very bittersweet for me...It was my first day back at work and I had very mixed emotions. Andy was able to drop Lizzie off at her babysitters and I was to pick her up - The much better part of the deal if you ask me. I did wonderful all day and even had fun. I relized that I missed a lot of people at work and felt refreshed after being off so long! BUT, towards the end of the day it starting to get really bad. IT referring to the NEED to hold my baby & that I was 'incomplete' somehow. Soon enough it was time to pick her up and get home. I cuddled with her all night & Andy had to fight to hold her. She was really tired after a day of playing with cousin Lydia which is a good sign! All in all.....The day went well and we all three survived. I want to thank all my friends, co-workers, & family for all the sweet messages & phone calls - All of that understanding def. made my transition back to work that much easier.